Mr. JST and I got some not-so-good news on the baby-making front yesterday. Basically, the odds are against us, and I have already scheduled an appointment with a fertility specialist for next week.
It’s a strange thing to process – infertility. Like, “what do you mean, I may not be able to have a baby?” I’m only 31. I have a regular cycle. I have normal pap results. But you’re telling me that I have fewer eggs than I should have for my age, and they may be of poor quality? But that’s not fair.
I have a feeling ”that’s not fair” is going to be repeated a lot over the coming months. But I’m also pretty sure that there’s very little about fertility that is fair.
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